2nd day

Today was a big day for me. It was the first time I saw the psychiatrist, this means I actually got diagnosed. And I feel very devastated. My diagnosis is depression,anxiety, and possibly bipolar. This is terrible how can I have these problems. I dont feel sad, I just feel like im sick just physically sick. Accepting my diagnosis is so difficult. I am the one that tells people "get over it, it's not that serious!" And now I am one of them, a weak one. Wow! I dont know If I can do this. But I know that I do need help and I know that it is now or never.